| Been awhile again |
[Aug. 21st, 2005|09:40 pm] |
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| |  restless | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Reliant K (new stuff) | ] |
Wow ok its been awhile again, but there's been a lot to do. Marching season is going well ,and school has been pretty crazy. There's been a lot on my mind and a lot on my heart. One is i have been a poor boyfriend, not living up to what i slated myself being. Second and most importantly i have been a lousy Christian, ive been walking the walk and not talking the talk. I was told that there is two people in life, a thermometer and a thermostate. I have been living as a thermometer letting other people influence me, instead i need to be like a thermostate influencing others. I need to get a lot of things in order in my life, but Christ will help me out. Kels you've always been supportive and i love you babygirl(xoxoxoxox) . Just rember fight for the LION OF JUDAH and never ever forget that God's love comes first and is never ending. |
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| mmmm band camp is from the devil (j/k) |
[Aug. 2nd, 2005|10:03 pm] |
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| |  Band camp buh | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Unfortunatly band music(and dixie he he) | ] |
OK so its been awile since I updated(sorry). Well if you dont know band season has started and eaten a large whole in my life(again). I am really having a hard time these days in between basics blocks and drill charts to find any sleep, or time with my girlfriend(who buy the way rocks my SOCKS!). I got my senior parking spot today OH BOY! SCHOOL!/not!. OK enough of me rambling its now time for me to sleep sleep sleep. I love you Kelsey.xoxoxoxoxxo |
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| man oh man |
[Jul. 8th, 2005|11:38 pm] |
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| | disappointed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Black eyed peas(again I know) | ] |
Well I didnt get to talk to Kelsey at all today, and that felt like being punched in the stomach. Even if that happened I still got family movie time, cause we all went and saw Fantastic 4 which was pretty good. I also got to see the lexington county bomb squad truck today after I got done applying at Chapin Pet Lodge. That was crazy, and my lil sis was freaking out. I really really want to see Kelsey again, but I guess this is helping me learn patients in the long run. Oh well, anyway I'll talk to you all later since zack is over and I must layeth down the smack in football. Night Night, xoxoxoxoxo to you Kelsey (with a cheese cake one to) lol |
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| i am so mentally tired |
[Jul. 7th, 2005|10:57 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | really tired | ] |
| [ | music |
| | black eyed peas | ] |
wow I have been up now for 48 hours with 7 hours of sleep. Word to the wise, I dont even think Peter Jackson would have tried to watch the entire lord of the rings trilogy in one night. It is not immpossible to do this but it is STUPID oh so very STUPID did i say STUPID. Not just the regular cuts, but oh no my smart self watched the EXTENDED editions. So im sorry Kelsey if i was really grouchy. Bible study tonight posed a lot of things on my mind that I didnt relize i was sinning as much as i was but im still excited about changing. Kelsey I miss you and i am going to go now and get some sleep.Night all and xoxoxoxo to you Kels. |
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| The girl for me |
[Jul. 5th, 2005|10:42 am] |
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wow these past few days since i got back from camp have truly been a whirlwind. I finally asked Kelsey out last night, and boy could that have not gone better. Even if my romantic plans where shattered and ruined i was still so happy with the outcome. I just want to say Kelsey you mean the world to me. Im having a hard time sleeping at night cause of you. For others here's a look at what else other than Kelsey i have been up to (which isnt much since she consumes 9/10's of my thought process). I applied at Dutch Fork animal hospital and that pretty much all i did.lol |
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| I am so outragously Happy! |
[Jul. 3rd, 2005|12:50 pm] |
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| |  YYEESSS | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Reliant K's old stuff | ] |
OK well if your a fan of the life of Stephen then this is your time to finally feel some relief. (lol kinda egotiscal aint it) well a few weeks ago i began starting my quite times with God again, and boy could they have not been going better. I began to pour myself out to Jesus that he would forgive me of my past mistakes and that I would be able to surrender my life to him. I also prayed and even though I said that I dont need a girlfriend I prayed that God would allow me to find a Godly woman that if he allowed would it would be there for me and help me on my walk. Well I think ive found her everybody! Her name is Kelsey Gregory and she is pretty much my female self. We have so much in common but the best part is we both have a passion for Christ. I want to tell Brandi and Meglet thanks for being that little voice of reason in my head, and to all please bare with me for the next few months as I try to clean up, but at least Im starting now! Kelsey you honestly mean the world to me and tons of eskimo kisses for you. For everyone else thank you once again, I love all of you.
P.S. I miss you girl!(Scean Connery) |
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| Camp was the shizznet |
[Jun. 17th, 2005|12:57 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  AHHHHH | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Anything Led Zepplin | ] |
Man camp couldn't have been better. I went up there just to visit D Ruz but i ended up pretty much getting a guaranteed job for next year. I went with Will McCrackin and we had a blast for once since we are now the "Senior Scouts" never thought i would say that! We ended up actually being temporary life guards for Wednesday and that was sweet. Uggh I don't want to go to work tonight,but I at least get to look forward to going to Atlanta next week! OH boy! |
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| Good day |
[Jun. 13th, 2005|04:27 pm] |
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| |  crazy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Land of a thousand dances | ] |
Well it's been forever since i last updated. Let me just say that i have come a long way since i last updated. I realized a lot, the number one being that girls are evil ( not all lol) and that i dont need a girlfriend. I also relized that it takes forever to get 400 dollers (especially when it comes down to something i dont want to spend it on a.k.a car insourance. This has been a rocking summer so far because i have done what i like to do best-NOTHING. Yes i relish in being lazy and having all my days free (lol). Im going to Barstow on tuesday to visit D Ruz, but im planning on seeing Batman on friday(thats a hint Brandy!!!)lol well peace out and have a safe summer!
"Ay you may live if you run, but what happens the next time they come, I would rather die one day and be free than run a hundred and live in bondage"- William Wallace. |
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| My Poor Fucking heart |
[Mar. 9th, 2005|10:31 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | Im a broken man | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Boulevard of broken dreams | ] |
I was told tonight that all ill ever be is a good friend, that isnt enough for me. I love you more than anyone Ive ever said that too save my family. You look at me as an obsitcal I feel at times. You say you want to be my friend, but you hang all over your new boy toy and look at me the whole damn time. Im torn in to right now, I have to kill the love I have for you, the faster the better. I just want to feel that I have all of myself back, in other words that piece of me you have, I want it back. I hope he can make you happier than I did, cause I failed, I just want you to be happy. So I'll go away and let you have your senior friend cause this old fashioned, gentlemen styled, Junior guy wasnt good enough.My love for the first time in my life failed me and broke my heart. I guess loving people for more than being beautifal is wrong these days. |
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